I hate making new
year's resolutions.
In fact, for the last few years, I haven't
made any.
Don't get me wrong,
I have goals, lots of them. I just found that I had the same stupid resolutions
every stinking year and I ALWAYS failed, EPIC fail! So I decided one year that
new year's resolutions were just to much pressure and I never succeeded anyways,
so why bother. Instead, I set reasonable goals throughout the year and forgot
about the "loose 150 lbs in 6 months" goals.
Something happened
when I did that. I stopped beating myself up because I couldn't stick to a diet
and what kind of moron thinks it is OK to cheat on a diet and have to binge the
rest of the day cause after midnight, I couldn't eat again for 24 hours... Say what the ...?
Nope. I was no longer
that moron. I got smart.
Hey, I do have self control. And by the way, I feel great at the size I am AND
I am one freakin' hot momma!
My self esteem came
back, or just came finally. I found I was actually really good at achieving
things, reasonable achievable things. I still haven't lost the 150lbs, I still
don't read the scriptures every night and I haven't gone swimming every other day
for a year. However, I do feel great about the way I look, I have made
considerable progress through the Book of Genisis and I swim for fun again,
whenever the heck I want.
Honestly, I didn't
even want to jump on the bandwagon and blog about new year's resolutions. I am
not usually a bandwagon rider. I am more of a dance to my own drum kinda girl.
But lets face it, that is what is trending this week so here I am, writing about
it. Sigh.
I feel dirty now.
I'm gonna go crump to some jazz....
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